First of all, don't do it. God loves you as much as He does as anyone else on this world. You are special. If you commit suicide, it would bring Him to tears, because He loves you so much. The truth is, that those who are giving you a hard time, using those who call themselves Christians, are actually working for the devil, and they don't realize it. Let me explain. The devil is one of the most deceptive villains that has ever existed. He only wants to cause destruction. 'Christians' are hostile to you because they believe that you are sinning. Well, first of all, no one's perfect, but they have no right to condemn anyone. Nobody has the right to condemn anyone. No one has the right to make a person's life miserable. But we do have the right to love. Now, we should not expect them to love us, because that is pride. We can only love them. That's all that we can do. Suicide is never the answer. If you kill yourself, then the devil wins. As Christians, our job is to love others, even if we feel that they don't deserve it. If you look at some of the articles of some of the other pages of this website, you will find that there is nothing against transgenderism. The problem is that transgenderism is misunderstood, and we take the results of it. If we surrender to the harmful ways of 'Christians', we will lose the battle, and Satan wins. We can't let that happen. Satan only wants to cause damage, and we cannot be on his side. If we kill ourselves, then we are on his side. As a people, we do want to go to heaven, so the way to get there is to trust God. God and Satan are enemies. You can only be on God's side if you trust Him. He knows your heart. There is nothing in the Bible against transsexualism. You just need to have the right heart and take Him seriously. God's way is the only way. Don't commit suicide, or you will lose the battle totally. Trust God.
